Post Punk Kitchen Forum

Hungry! I just finished eating lunch like, 40 mins ago, and I'm already hungry again. Or maybe I just enjoy eating... or a little of both.

for the first time in weeks, i have no work hanging over my head. i should feel light and carefree, but i am in the WORST MOOD EVER. i'm getting ready to go for a long, fast, stompy walk; maybe that'll help.

So tired.

Feeling a bit defeated, actually.

Tired, and sick from allergies.

Anxious about the future. Excited at possibilities. A bit angry and resentful about a family pattern that has started to become clear to me.

Annoyed that, once again, I can't find a recipe I made successfully in the past. Why don't I keep a scrapbook, or bookmark sites? WHY?? Also, I'm cold.

Worried about porpoises. Will they be ok?

Short of breath! It's getting better, but still scary. Supervisor and housemate have been awesome at my inability to speak - both jumped onto the "let's gesture/type at each other" train like champs.

Relieved. Spent the night at my crush's and got much needed clarification on the whole drama I posted about yesterday.

So so so tired. Ugh.

Feeling like I need a snack

Demotivated, tired, mildly worried/anxious

I have a sore throat and I can't find any cough drops. Boo.

feeling like a fool.

Feeling that pre-crampy feeling of doom, which is not awesome... and awesome after sleeping in.

Are your pants on the ground? Hat turned sideways?

(Hope you are feeling better soon!)

ETA: I feel playful!

I feel like curling up in the smallest ball possible, and then curling up even smaller.

I feel like an idiot, because despite the fact that i am an intelligent person, after 6 years I still am not really comfortable with military time/24hr clock (which is used here) and I still screw up my schedule/scare the hell out of myself thinking i've fluffed my schedule about 3 times a day.

On the other hand, i feel sort of satisfied as I've been avoiding a sitaution of conflict in hopes it would resolve itself. Amazingly, Facebook has not been updating me of recent things, so I managed to miss all sorts of stabby things, and feel good about it.

i'm stressed and upset because i've realized that in trying to please everybody, i'm going to disappoint some people.

Levels of anxious probably disproportionate to the reality of the situation.

Remorseful. Manipulated my BC pills (TMI ALERT!) so i would be my ladytime during the week, and not ruin one weekend a month.

Weekday ladytime sitting at my desk is much worse. Hindsight is 20/20 I guess. Think I will change back to the way it was.

Sickly. Meeeeehhhhhhh.

Worried that I'm about to get screwed over at work and more than a little pissed that no one's had the decency to talk to me about it yet.

Exhausted! I have a much-needed day off today but my sleep last night sucked. 1am-4am, and then I fell asleep again at 9, but woke up an hour later to a text from my boss saying that the girl who was covering me didn't show up. Turns out she was just running (really) late, but I hate that my boss had to make me think about work. It made me a trillion times more tired because things have just been so stressful lately and I had planned a quiet day on the couch with a book, my cat, cornbread, and NO thoughts about work.