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Angry.

Like quite the fancy little forker.

Nauseously hungover and at work. Ugh.

I feel pretty good! My friends and I went grocery shopping and cooked dinner together. I'm not even feeling too bad about work tomorrow.

Kind of queasy, actually.

Meh.

Oh, gosh. Thanks for asking. I feel mostly crappy. Still nauseous from the mystery illness that the ER docs couldn't figure out. Worried about a treadmill stress test that I have to do on Friday. Eating a little better, but misjudging and eating too much and yeah, not so nice feelings because of that. Stressed. Always stressed. Exhausted. Dehydrated. Thirsty. I'm going to go get some water.

Unmotivated, which is really bad.

I have a test over the renal unit on Friday that I haven't studied nearly enough for and I just can't seem to muster up enough give-a-shiitake to buckle down. It's never been this bad before!

Like i've drunk too much!
And why did i drink too much, you ask? Because I started drinking when this malware scan began, and it's been 1 hour, 21 minutes. Still not done, no progress bar to tell me how long it might take. Also, because I don't have a commitment tomorrow til 145pm.

In other news, I think my computer is forked. Every scan says clean so far though, so no way of telling. Bootup scan, here i come.

Pretty great. I woke up laughing at 4.30am, remembering my cousin's "discovery" of pilasana* in high school, and the first ever cousins gathering to practice hugasana together. (We come from a big "yoga family", which makes this even funnier for me.)

*pilasana = pillow asana, i.e. falling into your pillow with exhaustion at the end of a long day.

Frustrated. Guilty. Worried. Upset.

AMAZING. Amma is coming tomorrow night, and I get to spend the day turning a really ordinary place into something beautiful for her. Also, recycled art project will be installed! Awesome, awesome, awesome.

Really itchy! And swoony.

better

There are some people in my house who I wish would leave right now because they're kinda jerks. I am cranky and sending "fork off" vibes.

Aww boo, I'll move back to melbs one day and be your housemate. I'll probably still be a jerk but at least you'll be able to tell me that to my face.

You are super-sweet!
They actually left not too long after I wrote that, maybe they took the hint of the glowering person on the laptop in the corner.

Coincidentally, we were interviewing a potential new housemate today and she was really lovely and I really hope she moves in (bonus: she made the zine Veganistan! Obviously awesome, right?)

Totally, I think you have a winner there! I mean, obviously, all vegans are weirdos but at least you'll get some good food out of it!

A little annoyed, which will abate as soon as this soul sucking person leaves. Buh people.

But great other than that. I slept well and dreamed a lot.

after having a really stressful few days with interviews and appointments etc...day off and my stomach decides it's not happy with all that stress I've put it through, oh the joys of anxiety/ibs...

Neglected

Excited in the stomach clenching way. A bit anxious, and quite happy.

A little nervous this morning. Biker boy got a call out of the blue Monday from the CIO of a comapny I don't want to describe because it would be immediately indentifiable to locals, about a management position in their IT department. He's having an informal interview-over-coffee right now to discuss applying. It could be pretty huge for him (his current job is a cluster fork.)

Also: happy that it's Friday, hungry, and excited to see my sweetie tonight because I haven't seen him since Sunday.

Lonely.

Tired and kinda yucky. I'm having some unexplained lower digestive issues that are making me feel less than stellar.