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I agree with Mars..but it's so frustrating! It's hard enough to work up the courage to talk to/hang out with a crush, let alone initiate awkward conversations on the nature of your relationship. fork!

Well, on the "becomes dating" part, she's just sort of started using that terminology and it makes me happy.. so it might be a reasonable guess!

Finally, I have a crush again! God, I hope it's requited, an 8 hour first meet followed by suggestions of doing it again means it might be, right?

Sounds reasonable to me!

OMG. Crossed paths with work crush at college today and I have to say, no one has ever smiled at me like that before. It was all I could do to not skip my way home.

And because life is odd, one of my old crushes, who I haven't seen in a year, pulled over to give me a ride home today, and we chatted a while.

MY CRUSH IS MAKING ME CRAZY. So hot and cold. Trying to decide whether to just give up on it. Also trying to decide whether it is my general mental instability that's making this so stressful or if she's actually being weird.

I am proud to say work crush was blushing and extra cute today. Not sure what it all means but damn he's cute.

We met up at a gig. He bought me a cider. We hung out with people. Afterwards, we cuddled and held hands and I told him I felt lonely and he said we should hang out at some not gig things.

FEELINGS

I KNOW RIGHT

That's when your brain starts screaming.

IF MY FEELINGS HAD A FACE I'D PUNCH IT

I am swoony with crushness and it's kind of terrible. I have not crushed this hard in a while.

I am trying to stop thinking about my hot and cold crush so much and focus on this girl I have a date with Saturday who I was crushing on super hard in JUNE but then she had a family emergency and disappeared. We went on three dates and I liked her so much.

But then also my hot and cold crush is so forking cute and I just want to rip her clothes off...too bad she texts me then can't actually commit to hanging out with me and then I feel like I'm just bugging her or something I don't know.

Uggggghhhhhh Strawb Rock, why is having crushes so annoying?!

IT'S THE WORST I HATE FEELINGS

I think I'm the Elmyra Duff of queer ladies.

I had a "work husband" type crush when I was working at the vet clinic. All flirting, no real feelings, nothing dangerous to my hubby. Excellent dreams though :D

stupid cute dude helped me out at the apple store today, I am terrible at this, but I am pretty sure some flirting was happening buttttttt I was there with my dad so ULTIMATE PARENT COCKBLOCK.

I was lookin real nice today if I do say so myself, was nice to not feel like hell for the first time in a while.
I am a little loopy as I just got medication for what is apparently a 7-day migraine.

people are cute, I want to kiss all of them.

Totally. Some days I miss the first kiss bubbly feeling. Addiction to that feeling is probably why I was such a make out hors d'oeuvre in high school

Ok so I went on my date tonight with my crush back from June. It was fun, but I'm not feeling the same butterflies I was feeling before...the last time we hung out we got drunk and made out and it was awesome...but they (they're using gender neutral pronouns now) are sober now apparently, which of course I totally support, but makes it harder to do things like just start making out. So maybe that's why. I don't know. Meanwhile I haven't heard from my other crush since Wednesday uggggggh does she just not like me anymore...

I think I might ask workcrush out for coffee with my friends. Now for the week-long panic attack up until I ask him.

a boy lent me his jacket at a race yesterday and i found his fb and he's vegan he's also an elite racer! i added him! maybe he'll add me back!!!

I finally just facebook messaged the crush I hadn't heard from in a while and was sort of getting weird vibes from even though she seemed SO into me at first and was like, hey, just wanted to know if you wanted to hang out again, no big deal if you don't I just don't like wondering...and got this long response that was like, Hi, of course I want to hang out again, bla bla bla so busy, you know, we probably wouldn't hang out in a ROMANTIC way because I'm just soooo busy, too busy for relationships, bla bla, but you're so cute and awesome, I'll see you soon! That was paraphrased and condensed but pretty close honestly. You think I'm not going to notice it's a rejection if you put enough words in it?

Boo to that.

Yeah...I feel silly because we only went on a few dates but I think I am just so discouraged by dating lately and feeling so unlikable that it totally made me cry. I messaged this girl on OkCupid yesterday and she wrote back this morning and I feel like I don't even want to respond because I'm like YOU'RE JUST GOING TO BREAK MY HEART TOO. I hadn't really crushed on anyone this hard since my last girlfriend.