Just wanted to add that I don't mean to make light of your situation, Pi. I wish you courage and wisdom inmaking your decision.
Thanks. I'm getting there, I hate decisions that involve other people... so much easier when I just have to look out for myself.
Y'all made me smile!
Today, I'm feeling indifferent.
I am feeling very satisfied with my job though, I only have 6.5 days left in the office and I'm getting shiitake done!